||[Jan. 17th, 2006|03:00 am]
Um...I know this is kinda pointless to be doing on livejournal, since I'm pretty sure that no one actually reads it anymore, but here goes anyways...|
That's all I've got. I had so many amazing friendships in high school, and I've let them all go to shit.
I realized this when I went to Amanda's party awhile back and NO ONE would talk to me. Amanda acted like La Toya and I weren't there and the welcoming from other friends wasn't what one would call "warm." Or the whole senior thing at Irondale, when Petie and Kristin were really excited to see me, and then they learned that basically all I do at college is smoke pot, and then they didn't want to talk to me anymore.
I HATE LIFE!
Not really, but it's always good to have atleast one angsty thing in every livejournal post.
So, I realised that pot was starting to control my life and I quit doing it as much and now Emily and La Toya don't even want to hang around me because I don't smoke as much as they do anymore.
Choices, Choices, Choices.
My parents hate me because I can't budget, and life, in general, just blows.
Uh oh, I think I just had two angsty statements
Life'll get better, and I know that, it's just getting through right now that matters.
On the plus side, today I learned the importance of reaquainting oneself with the ways of your childhood. Who knew that making snow angels would be an anti-depressant?
It's snowing in Fergus right now, and the snow flakes are HUGE and fluffy. But definately worth smiling over...
check you guys later,